Do you ever have so many things on your mind that you have to make a list of them so you don't forget what you were thinking about? It's not even a to-do list. It's just a list of things to think on? Or is that just me?
Well, there you have it. That's my life right now. There are tons of things to think about, but not that much going on. Well, nothing beyond the usual activities that is. But my brain is on overload with things to contemplate. I think having so many things to think about is the result of not thinking about dating/love/one particular man.
I'm a serial monogamist, but I take it even one step further. I can't get over or give up a guy until the next one comes along. Even if the relationship is dead and gone, I tend to not move on until there is something to move on to. The heart and mind are willing and open, but something has to occupy my thoughts until there is something new to think about.
But this time it is slightly different. I'm not even sure if I have ever successfully done it before. And the odd part is that I don't know that I am over the last one. Nonetheless, my thoughts have moved on. And the pie chart that is my brain suddenly has wedges for dozens of other topics, of which he is only a very small sliver. (He used to be a very large piece of the pie chart.)
So behold, Gentle Readers of the Internet, the inner workings of my mind for the past hour-